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Saturday, July 16, 2011

What's the point? I'll just mess up....

I just got onto a gymnastics team, Isn't that wonderful?

In essence, I suppose it is.  Or, at least, It would be if I were younger. And Stronger. And pretty much everything that I'm not...

You see, I've only been doing gymnastics for a year and a half. I started when I was thirteen. I'm nearly three years older than everyone on my team.

I look at them with envy. How do they get their bodies to work that way? Sure, I'm flexible, but how, exactly, do they find the strength in those twiggy arms to pull themselves over the bar and flipping off of it?

Everything I'm saying may seem shallow but, I really care about this.

Gymnastics is m life. I would probably have gone completely insane without it this last year.

But what's the point in working so hard if I'm just gonna screw it up?

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